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i hv a weak mind. weak determination. bad self-discipline...

but if you're weak too and decide to lose the battle... no one can help.

the fight is meant to be hard and tough with great suffering, cus it's YOUR LIVES that you're fighting for. it's only natural that you have to pay great prices for your own lives.

if u decide to give up your lives and find the easy way out... sure, it'll be easier for everyone of us too.

fuck...

guess i'm lucky and can depend on many things to cheer myself up; and got a crap load of songs to keep myself alive... ありがたいです。(of course, it's not me that got those grave health situations; i'm not sure how cheerful i could be if it's myself in those situations...)

でもおれ、どうやって人を助けるんだろう？
戦うつもりが、自分からあきらめたら…
絶望か？

btw

gintama 104

continuation of kakkoii-ness... *o* 

macross frontier 4

ya im behind so what -.-
this ep again got a lot of... uhm... MEAT goodness (????) i wanna rewatch 8DDD moe pointo IPPPAAIIII >w> and... sugita's chara continues to be hentai/ecchi/8D? XDDDDDDDDD

soul eater 1

just watched first half and... i really liked the art and the opening sequence and the music is not bad too but... OMG THE MAIN GIRL's VOICE ANNOYS THE HECK OUT OF ME!!! = = is it really SO OBVIOUS that she sucks? or is it her voice itself that's annoying? i dont know = = both the main girl and boy in this anime are new (seiyuus), but the guy's voice at least isnt annoying.

miss 小見川千明, ganbatte kudasai or my ears will bleed everytime i watch this anime >_>

edit: done watching, already used to the girl's voice -.- dammit, if her voice wasnt so annoying i'd think she's quite kakkoii.. =.= wanna see mamo's chara son~~ death the kid x3 ookawa-san's chara is funny too... and omg KOYAMA-SAN!! XDDD neways... the anime is not bad other than the... main girl's voice, really >.>;

junjou romantica 4

still gotta watch >w> when parents are not home... 8DD

or I'm just slow to realize.

I found out that just now my recently uploaded NeoRoma videos on tube are gone, and when I checked the email... it seems all the NeoRoma-related stuff, Seisou Gakuen Sai, etc are gone. No more Mamo singing, no more Stella Quintet ver.Megane... :(

I guess I should be glad my acct. is still intact (for now)... but gah... I want people to see Daisaku's crazy singing and Konitan's lovely performance na~ and minna's funny afureko... :((( but then again, I should be happy my acct. is still around >.>

EDIT: I just found out that they removed the video where I resung Destination... lol... prolly cus I used corda pictures in the vid >.>; owells 8DD;;;